That memory ..

Why do you keep hunting me ?!

Why don’t you stay in the past ?!

Why don’t you let me move on ?!

Why are you so annoying ?! I am so tired trying to avoid you .

Distracting myself from you .

And unfortunately I still can’t succeed .

You keep popping up into my mind .

You keep bothering me .
And I keep asking myself what else can I do ?!

What can I do to stop you from coming to my head ?!

What am I not doing ?! I feel like I have tried everything .

I feel like I am so weak right now .

I feel so tired from trying .
I hope I can find a solution .

Maybe somebody can help me .

With an advice . 

Or a small talk .

Maybe .
(The memory of my childhood sexual abuse) .. 


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