I am so terrified and so afraid .. my tears started to fall down my eyes without my permission .. my body started to shake ..
I guess I can say .. I am not okay ..
I am not feeling well .. I don’t know why exactly this is happening .. but sure it is because of so many little things that I wont bother you with ..
But one question keep popping in my mind .. am I going into a relapse .. again .. ?!
I am so afraid .. and so don’t want it to be true .. because I was trying so hard into getting better ..
Please God help me ..